Hi, I'm writing this because I used to be extremely pro-choice, but then I researched abortion practices and the statistics on why they happen. I also looked at images of aborted babies from the first trimester to the third trimester, and it broke the desensitization I'd had in my brain for so long toward the murder of unborn children. Turning to God really helped me see why it was wrong.
But now, every time I hear people supporting abortion or being pro-choice, or even hear about someone who has gotten an abortion or is contemplating one, it hits me deep in my heart. I feel absolutely horrible for them and their child. I think it's probably turning into something hateful, which is bad because I know God says to forgive. Every day, my hatred for people who harm unborn children grows stronger, and I just want justice for them because it breaks my heart.
I was also supposed to be an abortion myself. My mother was going to abort me when she found out she was pregnant with me. Everyone in my family supported her except my grandmother. My mother went into the abortion clinic and was getting ready for the procedure, and while the doctor was putting on their gloves, a minute before the procedure started, my mother received a call. My grandmother begged her not to do this, and it saved my life. I think about it probably every day because I was so close to death myself and I was saved, and I wonder how different the people around me and their lives would have been if I wasn't here.
I just need some help or advice on how you guys keep going and don't let this injustice and sadness reach your hearts every time the topic of abortion is brought up including how it feels like a lonely battle because almost everyone is promurder everywhere I look