Gender questions that would be way more convenient to ignore [30s F]

[u/Mondonodo]

I had previously questioned and explored my gender a couple of years ago, but landed back on cis female.

I thought that was the end of it, but I'm having some gender-y thoughts and feelings again, and my honest reactions right now are "not again" and "I don't have time for this". I do feel like this reaction is partially fuelled by anxiety--like, if I discover something I like, I have to change parts if my life, potentially difficult ones. Better to just pretend it's not happening! How do you get past the urge to stick your head in the sand and actually confront what you're feeling?