r/NursingStudent • u/Enough_Feature3713 • 12h ago
Career Change ⚙️ Dropped out of Nursing School now on the PreMed track
I posted here a while ago about how I dropped out of nursing school because of mental health issues, despite maintaining a 3.7 GPA while working full-time night shift in an accelerated BSN program. After that, I spent about a year in limbo, not really knowing what I wanted to do with my life. The one thing I did know was that I didn’t want to be a nurse.
I recently switched jobs, which motivated me to go back to school. At first, I figured I might as well give nursing another shot since I had already put so much time into it, but my heart just wasn’t in it.
Very recently, I realized that maybe nursing simply isn’t the right path for me. I still know that I want to stay in healthcare, work closely with patients, and build a career centered around patient care.
So I officially switched my major and decided to work toward becoming a physician. For the first time in a while, I actually feel excited and motivated about where I’m headed.
I just wanted to say I appreciate all the kind words, motivation and support you all gave me.
EDIT:
many people have brought up the previously mentioned mental health situation I experienced that caused me to step away from nursing for a time.
I did find out what caused my mental distress and I have been treated for it. I will share with you. I am recently diagnosed with Bipolar 1 and experienced my first manic episode after being placed on 20mg of Adderall for my ADHD to support me through nursing school. I was going days at a time without sleeping, I lost like 20lbs from not eating and more.
Despite all of that, I managed to maintain stellar grades, but eventually all of that will catch up to you and I had to take a break to get treated.
Now my life is amazing, I have a great team of providers, I’m on meds, I have two jobs that I am holding down while in school, I’m 24, I live alone without roommates, fully self-sufficient, and I’m comfortable plus happy.
I want to go into medicine because I believe I have something to contribute particularly in the mental health field. As a black woman that went undiagnosed for years despite showing obvious signs of bipolar disorder, I feel it’s important to have more representation.